Lost one
This Is a topic I don’t really talk about. But I’m in need of letting it out and the best way is here! Well, too much to express but not much to say! This one person I thought I was ONE DAY Goig to be with and probably marry is FOREVER gone! It’s been a while since the last time I talked to him! All I know and convinced myself is that I’m too young to fall in depression for something I thought it was real. I guess I fell for something that probably wasn’t even there. OR maybe it was and started fading slowly. It was not meant to be! It was too much to deal with that my everyday headaches from the relationship was becoming something normal. I don’t know where is my destination or how my future will look like but all I know is that now I’m living my life to the fullest with my blessed best friends that no matter what it is there always there for me and I’ve been distracting myself lately so that helps as well! I’m not going to let anyone especially a guy step over me! I don’t care if I was with him for 3 years, those three years I learned a lot .. Im too young for all this . &this is when my life really begins :) let my adventures begin:))
I’m here sitting writing this wondering what’s my future is gonna be like! All I know is that I want to make it possible and have a family. Someone who deserve this loyal love and appreciate it as well. I’m still young and won’t let any guy step over me because I know I’m worth a lot!

